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"I'm feeling much better now..."

I think I'm going all depressive again. Today was frustrating, but I handled it okay. I think the thing that gets me pissed off the most is traffic. I think I really hate driving. Especially the other people out there, and the traffic lights. Oh, the traffic lights, especially the red bits... Can't just shoot them out with a pistol anymore, not with the solid-state LED arrays (yes, I know solid-state LED is redundant). I think the return to my 25mg qd amitriptyline is a good thing, but it takes a while to build up in the system again. I refuse to take anything strong like Zoloft again. My brain is all Quantum Leap swiss-cheesey from that stuff. :P Bleah, I just noticed that the most recent thing in my journal was really, really, um, angry? So, I wanted to let people know that I haven't flipped out and done anything rash. Not rash at all, even by a sane person's standards. I think I'm bored a lot, too. Maybe I miss playing in pool league. No, that's a definite. I do miss it. The socializing and the competition. Well, I'm going to force myself up before noon tomorrow. It's a promise to me. I'll prove I did it by posting here... Wow, I wrote a whole lot of nothing tonight. XD Stream of non-sense-ness. Whatever, g'night.


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Apr. 21st, 2006 12:55 pm (UTC)
what you need is a good solid group to play D&D with. Hellzyea.
Apr. 21st, 2006 05:15 pm (UTC)
My dice are pretty dusty :p
Apr. 21st, 2006 12:58 pm (UTC)
I'm glad you're feeling better :)
Apr. 21st, 2006 01:22 pm (UTC)
Glad to hear you're feeling a bit better. Can we get together this weekend while my kids are with their dad? I'll call you tonight.
Apr. 21st, 2006 05:17 pm (UTC)
Oh, lemme check my calendar... OMG, I'm free this weekend! Yay! ^o^
Apr. 21st, 2006 07:59 pm (UTC)
I don't know if it will make you feel any better, but I actually didn't find the post you made the other day that angry. I'm sure you were, but you're not coming across in writing as some kind of crazy lunatic...


Love you. Glad things seem to be improving.
Apr. 21st, 2006 08:21 pm (UTC)
I'll have to try harder. ~_^ I actually got up today, and while I didn't get my exercise in, I did do some things other than sit in my room on the computer. Nice long, hot shower helps, too. Love you, too! :*
Apr. 24th, 2006 08:56 pm (UTC)
(just as an aside, I would be willing to bet that if you shot an LED traffic light, it would stand a good chance of destroying the driver electronics behind the diodes and taking out the whole array. I'm just saying...)
Apr. 24th, 2006 10:39 pm (UTC)
good point... ^.^
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