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"I'm feeling much better now..."

I think I'm going all depressive again. Today was frustrating, but I handled it okay. I think the thing that gets me pissed off the most is traffic. I think I really hate driving. Especially the other people out there, and the traffic lights. Oh, the traffic lights, especially the red bits... Can't just shoot them out with a pistol anymore, not with the solid-state LED arrays (yes, I know solid-state LED is redundant). I think the return to my 25mg qd amitriptyline is a good thing, but it takes a while to build up in the system again. I refuse to take anything strong like Zoloft again. My brain is all Quantum Leap swiss-cheesey from that stuff. :P Bleah, I just noticed that the most recent thing in my journal was really, really, um, angry? So, I wanted to let people know that I haven't flipped out and done anything rash. Not rash at all, even by a sane person's standards. I think I'm bored a lot, too. Maybe I miss playing in pool league. No, that's a definite. I do miss it. The socializing and the competition. Well, I'm going to force myself up before noon tomorrow. It's a promise to me. I'll prove I did it by posting here... Wow, I wrote a whole lot of nothing tonight. XD Stream of non-sense-ness. Whatever, g'night.

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popedale
Apr. 21st, 2006 12:55 pm (UTC)
what you need is a good solid group to play D&D with. Hellzyea.
mandydax
Apr. 21st, 2006 05:15 pm (UTC)
My dice are pretty dusty :p
snakewich
Apr. 21st, 2006 12:58 pm (UTC)
I'm glad you're feeling better :)
morgaine723
Apr. 21st, 2006 01:22 pm (UTC)
Glad to hear you're feeling a bit better. Can we get together this weekend while my kids are with their dad? I'll call you tonight.
mandydax
Apr. 21st, 2006 05:17 pm (UTC)
Oh, lemme check my calendar... OMG, I'm free this weekend! Yay! ^o^
ladypentacles
Apr. 21st, 2006 07:59 pm (UTC)
I don't know if it will make you feel any better, but I actually didn't find the post you made the other day that angry. I'm sure you were, but you're not coming across in writing as some kind of crazy lunatic...

:o)

Love you. Glad things seem to be improving.
mandydax
Apr. 21st, 2006 08:21 pm (UTC)
I'll have to try harder. ~_^ I actually got up today, and while I didn't get my exercise in, I did do some things other than sit in my room on the computer. Nice long, hot shower helps, too. Love you, too! :*
klaus_weg
Apr. 24th, 2006 08:56 pm (UTC)
(just as an aside, I would be willing to bet that if you shot an LED traffic light, it would stand a good chance of destroying the driver electronics behind the diodes and taking out the whole array. I'm just saying...)
mandydax
Apr. 24th, 2006 10:39 pm (UTC)
good point... ^.^
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